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i hate

so why is this thing happening? i don't quite understand. the more i run, the more you keep coming back. playing this kind of game is tiring especially when you don't understand what you really want and at the same time being confuse with the situation. But what i am sure of is that im tired of this sickening game you bought me into. you know it's getting messy as it goes, so why don't you finish off where you started so we can clear up the air.

ph

still able to wake up to school after only 2 hours of sleep
thanks to the kind soul for giving a wake call.
damn it's been awhile since i get a wake call..haa
but a bit late-10 minutes only.
mc,cabot?NO WAY!!
tired?yeah
still able to absorb in class



ruining life?no.
just enjoying life while still can
with other commitment as priority

stain or memories?

i was nearby when i suddenly thought of those words i wrote. so i drop by to see if it's still there plus perhaps hopping to bump into her.


i was right. some of it are gone while the others are still there. maybe the latter isn't washable thus dat is why it's still intact. just let it be there, idk if u finds it a stain or a memory but what he meant was in sincerity.


good night laaa

get the picture?

knowing the truth isn't that bad after all rather than wondering what's the reason behind all this. it may be upsetting but at least i can sleep better now when all my questions have been answered. on the other hand,so much for the promises, so much for this, so much for that and so much for "awakkite". passing the things that we built before to someone else? hmphm..idk. i can breathe better now with the truth been revealed.


i don't need someone else to help me getting a move on.

btw, ph last night was awesome!

the story goes on..

nothing beat the stress except for pumping out loud music at the emp room with the guys in school followed by shopping. plus seems like new interesting ideas on fashion suddenly pops up when u are running away.lalalala...sheesha wraps up the day and it's been so long since i had one. ouh yeah gotta be on getaway this weekend to hmm... live life to the fullest i guess. just like how u taught me. especially during the holidays.yeahhh.. u ask at the right timing, juff..
genting here i come!!
help me write

18th chapter

the angel was taking too long to brace Himself and make Her secure again. He was disappointed with Himself about the brainless act from Him to just leave Her like that in the middle of the night alone. Unfortunately, there She goes leaving a mark in His life when He was having a hard time to recruit the best men. Perhaps seeking help from others might not be the best way after all. Perhaps the devils was taking advantage to conquer Her subconscious mind when He was away. If it's really true, damn why can't She make Her own decision and spare a thought that a miracle could happen if She could just wait a little bit more.

now it's not another fairy tale like story that ended peacefully. He never consider this a mistake, He just wish the story didn't end this way.coz He is still so into Her who helped Him write this chapter. But there are still a lot of pages to write in the book. He just hope that She could finish things off where She started by just helping to put the full stop at the last page.

He will not falter though. Probably She wants to be alone and sick of people guarding Her. Maybe She needs freedom. He don't know. But what He knows is that perhaps Hope is the only thing that gets Him going but at the same time kills Him. Continuously running and falling will be his best friend until He is used to it.


Take my thoughts with you, and when you look behind
You will surely see a face that you recognize
you're not alone
tccic